My Mom, the Heating plus Air Conditioning company owner plus salesman, has been gone almost 2 years now plus I am still trying to come to terms with it.
I not only lost our Mom but a whole bunch of other things fell apart in the meantime knocking myself and others down to a point where I no longer wanted to get back up.
But I realize that I must get up plus keep pushing forward because death is just a part of life. I lost our money, the appreciate of our life, plus our health over the past 2 years plus am toiling to build it all back again. I am still toiling for the local company through it all plus will continue to do so while I walk along the path to reclaimy. I’ve never lost so much in our life as I have over the past 2 years, teaching myself and others that not everything is forever but that you can bounce back from almost everything if you have a strong sense of self plus trust in the process of life. I am glad to be toiling on Heating plus Air Conditioning equipment each day as it takes our mind off of all the heavy things that hit myself and others lately. I’ll be okay soon plus will find our glad self again plus keep on keeping on down the road of life. I’ll clean our HEPA filter this week plus study some of our Mom’s poetry later on as I rest by our fireplace plus stare at the flames. My Mom’s memory will live on in our heart plus I’ll see him again a single day somewhere.