My dad, the HVAC contractor owner as well as salesman, has been gone almost numerous years now as well as I am still trying to come to terms with it.
I not only lost our dad but a whole bunch of other things fell apart in the meantime knocking me down to a point where I no longer wanted to get back up.
But I realize that I must get up as well as keep pushing forward because death is just a area of life. I lost our currency, the appreciate of our life, as well as our health over the past numerous years as well as am working to build it all back again. I am still working for the local contractor through it all as well as will continue to do so while I walk along the path to recovery. I’ve never lost so much in our life as I have over the past numerous years, teaching me that not everything is forever but that you can bounce back from almost everything if you have a strong sense of self as well as trust in the process of life. I am ecstatic to be working on HVAC device each morning as it takes our mind off of all the heavy things that hit me lately. I’ll be okay soon as well as will find our ecstatic self again as well as keep on keeping on down the road of life. I’ll scrub our HEPA filter today as well as study some of our dad’s poetry later on as I sit by our fireplace as well as stare at the sparks. My dad’s memory will live on in our heart as well as I’ll see him again 1 morning somewhere.