I am still adjusting to the time change after flying back overseas a day ago.
I think tonight I will sleep a lot better than last night, and I plan on going to bed quite early so that I can make that happen. I am trying to decide if I want to stay living here on the Spanish coast or move back to be around my friends and family back in the states. It seems like my friends are all focused on making money and don’t have much time for me. It also makes me feel bad when local businesses that my friends are running are making about ten times what I am making. I went for the artistic path when I was in my 30’s and it pretty much made me broke. I was a local contractor but grew tired of just working on heating and cooling systems and air purifiers, so I left it all behind about 20 years ago to pursue the stage. One thing I do have that my friends don’t are a whole pile of fond memories of all of the crazy and fun shows I’ve done over the years. I could have kept on going with my local business doing HVAC work, but what kind of memories would I have from doing that over the past 20 years? I think I made the right choice but I am going to have to find a way to survive my later years without being homeless. Maybe my new contractor friend back home could have some work for me, as I am still a certified heating and cooling specialist. Time for that nap now.