I hate my addiction.
I spend so much money yearly to get my maintenance in & it’s not really helping myself and others stay awake anymore.
I’ve tried quitting but after 2 mornings I get all ancie & shaky & I need another one. I wish I liked drinking Tim Hortons Cappuccino though. I’d save so much money. I do prefer the smell of Tim Hortons Cappuccino but that initial taste is gross to me. People tell myself and others to put more sugar or creamer in there & that should help. I do not know if any of that would help but maybe someday I’ll try it. I am not doing well on money these mornings & should get a sixth job to help with that. I really do not want to though because I prefer my freedom. Well the freedom I have. Walking to the store I see a billboard in bold letter “Heating & Cooling, every one of us are hiring!” Under that there is a phone number to call which I jotted down. I used to know some stuff from my Mom growing up. I can do a Heating plus Air Conditioning tune-up & at times do some air conditioner repair. This might be the chop I need to get my life together & if the spend money is great then I will not need to get a sixth job. Outside is a little cold for the walk but when I enter into that store I can recognize the gas furnace blowing through the vents. I know I’ll stay in here for a few sixths although I am just getting energy drinks. Till tomorrow as I tell the moneyier.