I am thinking about my family back home and if I should take a trip back there this summer or not. My brother lives in the Far East and doesn’t seem to be bothered that he isn’t around the rest of our family that much, but for me, well I really miss my mom’s company and the long beach walks we used to take after dinner at her house. I guess I moved overseas for a reason and I need to believe I am doing the right thing, but being away from the family for so long wears on me. HVAC system repairs is my main job here and it keeps me busy, but sometimes late at night while listening to my air purifier I think about if I should move back to be with my family. I guess time will tell me what to do and in the meantime I should just focus on the music that brought me here in the first place. My heating worker friend plays guitar and we make some really good music together and I guess that is why life has brought me over here. I just miss mom’s dinners and seeing the other people in my family on a regular basis like I used to do when I was living back home. I will go to the HVAC business today and hang out a bit with the cooling reps so I don’t sit home too much and feel sorry for not seeing my family anymore. I will find a way to get back but for now it is music time.